One of the most painful things for me is when a friend is in some kind of pain. Rather it be physical or mental, the thought of knowing my friend is hurting is awful to say the least. What makes it even worse for me is knowing I can't do a thing about it. It kills me to be that powerless and sit idly by as a close one suffers. I'm the kind of person who is always putting others in front of me. It's one of the only reason I still actually go to church, to pray for my friends any others, because honestly, I could really care less what happens to me. I also think that's why I don't have that many friends, it's so I can take extreme care of the ones I have. I fuckin love my friends, they have made my life and I am forever in debut to them for that. But in return for that I'd take a bullet for all my friends. Sometime things get tough and it makes it hard for everyone. It's those times where it's where you need friends. I like to always be there for my friends. If you're reading this right now odds are you are one of my closer friends who actually know I started a blog. And I just want my friends to know that I'll be here for you until the end. If you ever feel overwhelmed or having a rough time, just let me know and I'll be there for you to help you with anything you need, never hesitate to ask. Don't ever feel like you're alone. I'm always here for you, don't ever forget that.

-Markus


"There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends"
-John 15:13

"I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad."
-Kurt Cobain